There is enough to do tomorrow without having to do yesterday's dishes.

Today I realized how nice JoAnn really is, because she told me to fix my makeup where it had smudged a chunk of black eyeliner. There are only a couple of kinds of people out there- those who will tell you, and those who don't. The people who let you just walk around with lipstick in your teeth are the same ones who point out your mismatched socks. It's like they are so completely absorbed in themselves that they worry how it may be slightly awkward to tell you, or worse that it's funnier to let it be.
Anyhow, JoAnn told me about my eyeliner. She also told me that during our strictly serious meeting with the bosslady that she wanted to compliment my hair but the timing seemed a little off.

"you dont wanna be here in the future, so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past.."

if i had it all to do over, id do it all differently
because I didnt learn from my mistakes
I knew everything I did was wrong
so doing it was not a nonconventional way of learning
just a straightforward way of fucking up.

but you dont wanna do it any different
you say you know you were never wrong
and you keep unloading all youir secrets
haunting whispers in my gut
and i know keeping them is wrong

So i tell you i wanna be with you in the future.
and you say you do too
but you cant cut out the shit.
you say that Im wrong

im not your heart.
isnt that what you said. you loved me always
im not buying that lie anymore.